photography

appears to be taking over my life (along with everything else)
christmas is here and its too cold for me (burning a french vanilla yankee candle is definately the way to go)

here are some of my distractions (my photography {above})

are you all disapointed?

im bad. but i think my graphics and photography a levels could be an excuse to get back. 

in short i have to create my own magazine for graphics and become a fashion photograoher for photography.

sounds good?

i've been checking out magazines like notion, nylon & US elle.

they have totally unusual typography and layout.

 

i have discovered something incredible

if you cut out your social life your left with alot more free time to do such boring things as homework, coursework, photography a levels, and happily, catch up on your blog

how i have missed my darling blog.

thanks to my a level choices, namely photography, im being forced to take tons of pictures, mainly portraiture, a few examples;

i'm really enjoying a levels though. i chose some good options, photography, graphic design and english language

till next time x

slightly bad blogger

i havent posted for 16 days. how terrible is that
gettign back to school has completely drained me, what with my a levels
i already have done so much work.
talk soon i hope
x

i got a lott'

i do love pixie lott's style. it's really quirky. 100% brit chic. :)

i start sixthform tomorrow. i havent had long enough off. the good thing is it means lost of outfit pictures. tomorrow i'm thinking i'll channel my union jack bag and go navy & red. my navy tee and red cardigan will be perfect! teh best thing about the cardigan? it has red heart buttons

love love love

x

step on the stage, the lights the praise

back to school soon. new bag :) i've been looking at it for soooooooooo long and i finally got it, £25 so nto the most expensive bag in the world. sadly it won't go with everything.

things do get crazy. and i wish they werent. but what can i do? not alot that is fer' sure

the girls from work came over yesterday, lots of fun, food & alcohol :) yesterday afternoon at least was really nice. it was weird realizing how much i actually missed work. like this huge hole in my life.

i honestly felt like a adult with them. its weird to feel equal like that. i should have wrinkles and children or something :)

its going to be so odd going back to school. new classes. new people. new tutor group? well i have no clue what to do there.

my own fault? pretty much.

music is magic. no matter what mood it manages to slot into life. i just love this song by dashboard. i was into them back in the day and now i'm re-listening.

Step on the stage, the lights, the praise

The curtain calls and the big parade

You know that life all too well

The promise, the pain, the valor, the rage

Hold up your hands for the bow and the wave

You know its touch a little too well

You throw yourself into their arms

Mistresses have all the fun

But no one's ever there to take you home

Box up your gloves and your down coats

Bound for the sun and the west coast

Where upper-crust tragedies abound

A tip for the girl at the coat check

The guy at the door and the bar back

They know your face oh so well

But movies never made you famous

All your dreams got lost or traded

And all you ever cared about got lost

But you were surely still an actress

All the men would find attractive

And all you ever dreamed of was the clost

Where there's gold, there's a gold digger.

Where there's gold, there's a gold digger.

Where there's gold, there's a gold digger.

Where there's gold, there's a gold digger.

Where there's gold, there's a gold digger.

Where there's gold, there's a gold digger.

You throw yourself into their arms

Mistresses have all the fun

But no one's ever there to take you home

my bedroom is actually taking shape. all my painting is done. i have all my furniture up. well pretty much. i just need a HUGE desk to go along my wall. like 3 metres long.

my gorgeous glass handles are on my wardrobe. so pretty! finally putting all my clothes in my room again.

talk soon.

x

its time;

for a new header; it looks a bit like this;

the old one looked a bit like that;

love love <3

photography not pictures;

yum! i pushed the boat out and bought a boat load of cupcakes from a bakery in newcastle. it was truly a magical moment, from selecting them too seeing them get packaged in propper bakery boxes! i felt so decadent.

glowsticks and pandora bracelets :)

the photographic powers of my friend. just superb :) sun-loungers, coconut cups and a gale force wind. magical

aye aye captin'. my lovelyyyyyyyyyyyy new wallpaper. my bedroom is so nearly done. i need my carpet in and my lining paper painted. <3

ahh yes the poser myself. sickkkkkkk as ever. i just wanted to show my MAC falsies :)

my present for my GCSE grades. a pandora bracelet. it has two of my most favourite things in charm-form. a solid silver teacup, and a solid gold and silver teapot. <3

at some point this girl was going to appear on my blog. and now she has. Emma. what a girl. LOL

its a very long running joke, too long to explain, but just believe me. you are living a deprived life without her.

love love. paper umbrella 's and pj's

my favourite people. my best' z and b.

polly! yes i named the parrot. it was impressive. we had blow up palm trees too.

its seems i dont go anywhere anymore without my camera. its more of an extension of my arm now :)

i have a endless supply of photo's and blogspot has a slow upload speed. it appears i always have things to upload and thoughts to post.

i want to say a huge thanks to all my 9 followers. it may be 9/186746456456454324 or w/e it is but its 9 whole people who read what i post.

thankyou, and much love.

x

edie was a tragic soul

throughout the entirety of factory girls my heart never stayed with one side.

can you really blame it all on bob for being a heartless man? or on andy for using her just like he used everyone else?

i cant decide

but i do know the fashion was outstanding. she was a frightened girl

GCSE's

i got my GCSE results yesterday.

I'm not even going to lie, i was soooooooooo worried. I revised sure, I worked hard, but I'm such a worrier.

I may have actually been shaking. Anyway, alot of worrying over nothing. i was soo HAPPY! with my results.

i got;

3 A*'s

6 A's

& 4 B's

i promise i will post something new soon!

x

the only shape i'll pray to;

tbh i look quite retarded here, as if im about to go all clark kent. but i just wanted to show my new necklace? is it a necklace more a collar.im quite impressed with primark. tbh this was the only nice thing in the entire store for a girl who isnt size 0 but yeh :)
ahh yes, posing. but i had lovely new sunglasses.
i love my new sunglasses! you can just make out my half finished wallpapering behind :)
sickkkk. :) i had a lovely time out with my friends. my girl z is featured here, whilst b's arm&camera is in the background

me and b. :) i do love her occasionally. not all the time though. she's far too mean for that :)
lion puppetssssssssssss. it was more like a cuddly toy tbh.
i want that cookery book so bad! mainly because there's cupcakes on it but i SWEAR i would use it.
this is a friends bag. accessorize i believe. i love it! its like a floral/sailor/tsar combination :) it was midnight blue velvet too :)
my latest nail art, it isnt all that interesting tbh and its all chipped not exactly impressed.
i loved these shoes from clarks, although a sensible version of some crazy heels out there, you can just tell you could wear them all day.
these were other favourites. brogues with a chunky heel which give you propper support. gorgeous
shiny shiny ring. its my mirror ring.
my new wallpaper/skirting boards. i do quite love it. thought its bad look to have birds on your walls. ahh.
i do quite like those sunglasses on.
:) naw look at me being all touristy. im such a lol.
the pretty curtain design on cruises' window fronts.

i hate the slowness of uploading full sized pictures on blogger sometimes, like now.

i have such plans for today.

1. organising the draws in my new, old wood dressing table. (its painted white with lots of fretice and pretty carving)

2. highlighting my hair again.

3. filling in my little fashion book. i have lots of pictures and no words :)

4. finding a photographic source of inspiration for some pictures.

5. watch a film or few?

such glorious and lovely plans :) i should really get a move on.

sixxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!

update; the better news is that its now 8!

tbh this is a HUGE deal for me

somewhere out there 6 people have subscribed to my blog.

as sad as six sounds. this is rather extraordinary for me :)

thankyou lots and lots every single six of you :)

x

d.i.y days.

yes, i am rather cheesy but tbh, i just wanted to write on my skirting board.
more writing on my skirting board. by this point i really would have preferred to just write on it.
yes, the lovely paint :) of course the can did not look like this by the end.
lolly pop lolly pop. yum yum.
old photo that never got posted. white wine, elder flower water and 2 plump strawberries.ribena, ice and smirnoff.
the paint can after its use.
the reflections of my sparkly headband.
bits and bobs from my lookbook.
my drawings on walls.

tbh im just a vandal.

im sure to upload more pictures tomorrow.

fashionista d.i.y

i'm going scruffy chic, to paint my bedroom. its called herringbone and its like a star dusted slate grey. gorgeous. only the skirting boards though.

a full face of makeup, with tatty pj's. newly done hair with a bandana protecting my locks.

not to mention 2 inch brushes, and a extremely large box of chocolates.

pictures are sure to follow

x

alice has her boots on;

do i love the fact that i can make anything i want for my blog. i loveeeeee alice and wonderland atm. not to mention taylor momsen and of course! edie sedgwick.

do you like what you see?

x

what are the thoughts;

on my new header?

created by my very own hands might i add.

good thing i know my way around photoshop :)

i was going for; alice in wonderland meets stacey meets shoe paradise

alice in wonderland always has such a pull for me. the white rabbit would make a perfect halloween/fashion costume. :)

imagine it, a cute white lace dress, white socks, black brogues, a watch necklace, chain jewellery, a pair of designer bunny ears. perfection. maybe even a black blazer for good measure.

just me then? hmm :)

x

york is for haters';

a little bit of europe, nestled into knaresborough
magic walls and hot balloon skirts.
the sky is in the knife, my heart in the fork.
drive me to the 60's
cat whiskers on a pair of brogues
yumm,
oh mr rabbit, what a lovely coat of diamonds.
me and my vintage shops.
turn it up, mr dj
duttons for buttons
myself ala ring.
the kinds crown, the cats pj's
mr gordy b
little red riding blood'
ee-ore-ee-ore
call me winston, mr iron curtain
red, white and gold
break me up, eat me up
drink me
eat me

wear me
want me
love me
wear me
quack with me hoe'
road trips are beautifuli gue

i've come to the realization;

that i never just write anything in my blog. which seems absurd as a blog is dictionally explained by using words to convey ones life.

to be honest i think the scarier thing is these photographs. they can be analyzed and turned away. i guess this is my lack of confidence coming out. but with words they are more something to express freer?

i scrutinize every image before it goes on here but sometimes i just think "what the hell" and throw on some ones where i look atrocious. everyone needs a bit of humanization sometimes.

cat got yo' tongue?

i guess the thing i love about fashion is its ability to do anything. it can transform someone, enable someone, disable someone in many cases :). but once you put that cleverly chosen piece of fabric on, it's not you anymore. you don't have to feel inhibitions. i can pretend i'm a tiger instead of a door mouse.

it can take on a whole other life. it can be a means of expression, a way to make money, a way to spend money, even a work of amazing art. it can be anything. its malleable like that.

a good start perhaps to my debut writing on here?

hmm.

if anyone does read this, your ideas on fashion? ideas on life?

how i can improve my blog? how to improve your own?

a bit of blogtact.(see what i did there, contact, blogtact. ahh bad jokes, good times.)

:)x

i have many things.

i have pictures from yesterday. and i will have pictures for today.

here are friday's.

my new purse is gorgey-oso. :)

jazz hands
ewww. poser :)
human sheild..
click click. camera purse.
a lovely artistic side view.

my work in progress fashion book.

day and night are like salt and sugar

i had my nails done last wednesday, they were very pretty. even a little to 'girly' for me. i'm usually wearing chipped black nail polish. tbh the ordeal was mostly quite painfull. i had my eyebrows waxed, my terrible cuticles pushed back, my nails thoroughly scraped and cleaned/cut and they they were painted. god like a torture :)

before all the ruckas of family parties. shopping in town, hitting the sales, amazement of perfume, heaton perk. labelled apropriately.

zebra print and shiny brogues.

its a thing called vanity, and its a horrible monster in the face of fashion and self confidence.

80's power suit$$$

sunglasses made in england.

little miss big bird.

why, oui monsoir.

i'm muna' gobble you all up

it was magic that box :)

shelby the tortoise

bromances.

eyelashes. flutter.

topshop times.

heaton perk in byker :) = love

peach iced tea and how baked brownies. delicious. kitsch dishes and book shelves.

lets bear in mind this was all before drunken times. this is after (below)

sminoff ice, chardonnay, ice, lemon.

oh goodness. good times

before.

after

the feeling of fluidity is comforting

like a buttery inner glow.

like going numb for fun.

its a cruel cruel world;

shiny brogues
ripped walls
eyes
grey and white
chain male
leather cross
red leopard
home girl
busy town
bob dylan
beading girl
old hats
sunset shoes
nouveau
its not fur
mucha
fine & dandy
60's revival
red head
cosmic collision
looking in
flower garden
it still works
queen of punk
hear

weekend adventures. mixed up like a cocktail.

x

captain and the hourglass;

prom bag

vintage pearls
japanese silver ring
sisley ribbon

jewellery draw

soap and glory

swarkoski lizard

duck headscarf

star sign pendant

turbans
60's disco pop
80's business suit
kitty cat

saturdays outfit

hippy trimming
wellingtons

giant dress.

watching will and grace. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it. "how about a one with a dog and inside it says, i have a bitch on the side."

god, harry pothead and teh half blood prince. nothing actually happened. except for pincers *wiggles her fingers like a drunk hp* and dumbledore doing some pelvic thrusts with fire and a wand *thats what she said*

i have developed a love for veggie burgers :) YUMMMMMMM

x

my hair before the first cut.

BEFORE

AFTER

GODDDDDDDDD all that hair was mine

i am wondering whether i am in hair denial. my answer is shorter shorter shorter.

i loveddddddd my hair long. photo's before and after, i look back and kind of dont believe my hair was thattttttt long.

my boy builds coffins;

1. i will never like what i see

2.i will never be the girl who is confident enough to get guys

3.i will always wish i was completely different

4.i will never apreciate anything in myself till its too late

5.i will be stuck for a while

i want;

-soap and glory products

-new clothes

-some new headscarves

-to see harry pot.head

-buy my star shoes/oxford brogues

-new foundation and mascara

-new perfume

-some fabric and matching thread for a few projectsss

-jewellery

-a haircuttt (even shorter)

-nail varnish

edie, edie, edie, edie

he calls me edie.

i call him andy

we like cat rap and enjoy a spot of make belief

i cannot wait to get paid, i am going to buy those star shoes on saturday. and lots more :)

x

diy shoe project ala 'get your frassy on'

which roughly translated into reality, means me making a mess of some shoes, whilst having a good time mind, and requiring some new canvas shoes.

tbh i still have the pen stained on my fingers, and iwish i hadnt coloured them in with the pink and blue, the purple is okay though. hmm maybe this will be project diy shoe #1. i may do some more.

ahh the great shoe disaster :) rofl

the hot weather makes me so creative, but majorlyyyyyyyyyyyy short tempered with myself :)

channelling the 80's 'girls just want to have fun', the 'i dont care that i am wearing two tops and no bottoms' look and my cut off scarfs (they were trims on old dresses and tops)

the eleven perfectly formed pictures of my day.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

my lovely outfit for work, lime green and freckled arms. 

i actually broke the surface today and talked to pentagram boy about something other then jobs, and small talk. it was nothing special though. we talked about his hair. good god i am getting no where fast. :)

its all in the fun i guess

x

fashion gets better and worse;

i loveeee susie bubble.

i thought i had seen my dream item to fashion dress, in katy perry's queen of hearts. put this letter dress, is so british? dont you think, ahh love.

the womans one of the fashion genius'. followed by frassy obv. :)

it amazes me that frassy can be so amazing in real life, and in fashion world also. 

xx

vintage shops are the thing missing in my heart;

i love these two shots, one was cleverly napped by zanzibar whilst deciding on my ice water. the other is some shoes i so dearly want from vintage shop. i love those shoes. they are so old, but so on trend, cut out wedge heels, cute leather star design. loveeeeeee.

my dress-up doll :) very 20's-prom 1980 :)

 

that shirt truly was hideous :). the pattern, the shoulders, so i decided to undo all the buttons and tie it around my waist. i loved those sparkly shorts. like stars in a big baggy pair of shorts.

these dresses were infact the same one :). some clever moving about was done here. i dont know which i prefer more.

how mod do i look? very bring on the brit. :) that shirt was also discustingly fab.

naw i love my zan. she plays along with my dressy ups :)

work wearrrrrrrrrrrr much. god i hate how conservatie i have to be for workskies.

all my fashion from the past week or so that i have been bothered to photograph, and my pictures from my second home.(vintage shop). one day i will refer to it by its actual name, until i know it. it can be, the vintage shop LOL.

atm i loveeeeeeeeeeeee; longgggggg dresses with crazy florals, huge theatrical white shirts and black sparkly shorts, braids and scarves for hair decoration purposes only :)

the ghosts, the ghosts, the ghosts

as high as the moon;

key (red =something i am thinking of deleting)

i saw him in his office, sitting at his desk

i handed him his mail and he said thanks

i said never fear the darkness of night

he said never fear being alone in life

we locked eyes and he turned to stone in my path 

he's broody and moody and ever so dark

he's a non believer and always blue, dark blue

like depressing jazz and a bottle of dark liquor

he wears a pentagram 

he's into maroon shirts and power walking 

he's into so many things, foreign and interesting

i saw him in the stationary cupboard and dropped my pen

he helped me look, but we lost the pen, and our time

he said goodbye and i said why

he was gone and i said nothing more

he's kinda broody and moody and ever so dark

he's a non believer and always blue, dark blue

like depressing jazz and a bottle of dark liquor

he wears a pentagram 

he's into beige shirts and power walking 

he's into so many things, foreign and interesting

i saw him in the corridor and he flashed a smile at me

i cut my finger and see you, when i stop thinking

he walks down the stairwell and looks into the distance

i have endless supplies of dreams with confidence on limited stock

still a work in progress. i swear, i have no inspiration for ages

and one floppy haired depressive has my fingers typing

x

by the morning, looks like shit;

i saw him in his office, sitting at his desk

i saw him in the stationary cupboard and dropped my pen

i saw him in the corridor and he flashed a smile at me

he's broody and moody and ever so dark

he's a non believer and always blue, dark blue

like depressing jazz and a bottle of dark liquor

he wears a pentagram 

he's into maroon shirts and power walking 

he's into so many things, foreign and interesting

something i'm working on :) gosh :) crushing on a guy on the second floor makes work so much more bearable (like a teddy bear, bearable)

x

work fashion fixes;

eww how sick do my neck bones look in the last one?

the joys of getting up at half 6 every morning :)

x

life is self-explanatory.

step one: light me on fire

step two: walk clean away

I wont burn long

and evidence of your done wrong will be gone

in seconds I swear

but if you got time anyway

why not watch me hurt

and nothing is sweeter than needed revenge

oh that's right

I did nothing

and you were the mean one

in fact, you even broke my good tape deck

in fact, don't wanna be friends

gregory and the hawk never fails to amuse me with its relevant lyrics and surreal rhythms 

of course i am being a drama queen, i'm being self-absorbed, i'm thinking of nothing but my own self pity and self confidence. i truly am pathetic when i'm left to my own devices.

i feel inadequate. i feel self conscious. i never fail to displace my emotion and be mad at myself.

i popped my head out of the sand 5 minutes ago. i actually registered some-else and how they feel. i feel like a bad friend. the one friend who is being true, is the one who needs my help too.

stupid boys and stupid girls. 

i find my self constantly melodramatic.

the problem with a good book is how shit it makes your own life look. 

as do films and television on the odd occasion. 

i do wonder.

x

perhaps it shouldnt be fashionista;

but frustrationista instead

it would certainly have more truth right now

i swear, some times, i wonder what i did to annoy people such

i mean am i subconsiously a ginormas bi-otch?

its hard to find what i want

when its hidden beneath a huge rock

clarity comes from confrontation;

you really get a feel for how pathetic a relationship is with a friend, when they piss you off for seeming fun

i understand i am being very very over reactive to the situation but i just feel so annoyed and iritated, fuck knows what started this mood, but i do know what worsened it by the minute.

You keep writing on my wall, wall, wall,

And won’t quit it at all, all, all

Tell me why

Tell me why you won’t stop

Its eight o clock and its getting dumb

hmm its odd how friends can annoy one so, hmm :\

it appears to have stopped at least

savour the moment stacey

x

im in a sour mood;

i am in a most terrible mood, dont ask where it came from, i am clueless, like always

i love gregory and the hawk when i'm in moods like this

i guess i just expect to much and get not enough

i havent been artistically challenged either in a while, i feel a bit lethargic and tired, of what i am unsure.

If you be my star I'll be your sky

You can hide underneath me and come out at night

When I turn jet black and you show off your light

I live to let you shine

I live to let you shine

But you can skyrocket away from me

And never come back if you find another galaxy

Far from here with more room to fly

Just leave me your stardust to remember you by

If you be my boat I'll be your sea

A depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity

Ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze

I live to make you free

I live to make you free

But you can set sail to the west if you want to

And past the horizon till I can't even see you

Far from here where the beaches are wide

Just leave me your wake to remember you by

If you be my star I'll be your sky

You can hide underneath me and come out at night

When I turn jet black and you show off your light

I live to let you shine

I live to let you shine

But you can skyrocket away from me

And never come back if you find another galaxy

Far from here with more room to fly

Just leave me your stardust to remember you by

Stardust to remember you by

<3

raindrops on window panes, its like the irregular version of bubblewrap

ahh good times babe :)

x

goodness;

school is boring.
im sat in the library with my dear roseanna being bored out of my mind

ive become quite the facebook addicted girl, and it is ruling my life, over revision

tbh if its hitler or fb, we all know who wins, and it isnt the evil dictator


ahh must go, auf wierdersehen darlingsk.
x

my days with zan, fashion and finds;

i do love the fashion in topshop and best vintage.

my favourites in topshop;
  

i'm sure that union jack top is a new release of last years classic, festival season updates :).

i want that bag from river island :), and a nice cape-ette from best vintage, cute :)

 

shoes shoes shoes shoes from topshop. i love them

and finally my fitting room snaps;

no jokes that yellow jumper was the softest thing i've ever felt. i loved that purple dress, it was just too big :\ big by like lots and lots. :\

:) good times

next weeks fashion finds coming soon.

i do love my days out with roseanna :) 

x

kill me and call me a failure

 

naw i made that :)

sigh chemistry was awful, i am actua,ly distraught by it all

i am terrified of gettign that mark back

i cant wait till saturday though

i love town with zannnnnnnnnnnnnaaaa

xx

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh; its all i have to say really

ahh teh retarded fool pulls one out the bag

i love this! i really do love this hole thing

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

life

but ewwwwwwwwwww chemistry exam maybe i should actuall do something

umm i might

xoxo darlingsk

gcse's are the party poopers amunition

sigh i hate gcse's i do, i do, i do  :/

but what can i do

i believe i failed quite horrendously at history today and i have chemistry tomorow, i haven't done anything at all for it

oooooooooooops i did it again cept im not britney spears, and im a bit worried

hmmmmmmmm

on the flipside i have two more this week but only, ugh nm i have three next week

no more goood luck

*sighhhhhhh*

why are things so silly

xx

i'm so glad roseanna is into oxjam as much as i was when i first heard it :)

it does sounds amazing

im quite sure i want to do one now, with her help of course :)

sounds gooooood :)

meh i hate history revision, im telling you now, stress will be the death of me

i never calm down rofl :)

sat in a long t-shirt, dark eyes to mask the bags, and mid curling my hair

does it get any better?

well erm yeah actually but thats a different story :)

oh i style it up at school alright :), lol last day of the year

auf wierdersehen, actually i have just noticed i never speak in english any more rofl, i always speak half english/halb deutsch to my mother, it just slips out :)

xx

lets just get into it

me at the beginning of the day :)

 

how me and zanna looked during the day (she's in the shorts, i'm in the skirt)

my finds from the vintage shop, i bought the long white t-shirt, its dope :)

my top five for topshop i didn't get around the whole shop but i did like what i saw :)

i had a lovely day with zanna as always, except for mr twat-head, we went to nando's got stared at all day, i did run away screaming at one point, made up stories about goths, subathed, met a nice guy in a shop :) ;) umm and lots of other stuff, oh lots an dlots of shopping (look above rofl)

xx

i'm really into monochrome

i love it when neighbours think they can control their dogs

its all i wear atm not to this extent though, obv :)

i need to branch out today

i wonder what i will wear

hmm i actually do, too

x

turpentine and patches;

new: i'm quite irrevocably in love with regina spektor's music.

i love my window view

i'm literally staring at the moon, while the sun finally sets, basking my room in a dusky glow.

im quite content currently, rare occurance i know :)

my photography yo'

*sigh* i would totally live in the light of the moon :) middle of a glade perhaps

previously: i should have listenned to her sooner i adore bob dylannnn

and kathleen edwards and regina spektor

forget the closetted stacey(metaphorically)

and here is new stacey :)

nawwww i'm enjoying this too much :)

drawing bob dylan is suprisingly relaxing :)

x

sorrysorrysorry

update:  yessa i do indeed like my hair curled, i guess, it looks shorter if all else fails and it looks horrid

might have it like this tommoro

hmmmmmmmm 

previously: dear roseanna, i just saw your comment now, after reading your blog, sorry

i shall take it off now, umm how do you tell when you have comments btw?

xx

okay so i'm toying with the idea

that i am stupidly going to fail every single exam.

delusional and irational, not so much. i think perhaps i should have actually revised

regrets regrets regrets.

reasonable being, it isnt too late to do some serious revisioning, but tbh i'm not all that hardxcore on work :\

hmmmmm it appears sunday, some of monday and tuesday are my lets get confused my history and chemistry revision days

i better actually do that or good bye getting at least c's

im quite a silly girl arent i, wasting 2 years of work, pishposhpuhdkfbhvhdf

xx

the hopefully fool proof plan

step one darlingkss: how do you feel about this certain human?

step two:  if no you certainly dodged a mother sized bullet, sadly if yes you need to tread very carefully, be up front about it.

step three: if all else fails, and i mean everything fails, fuck it and do what the hell you want.

why do i not see plain sailing for myself?

ahh no worries, come on if all else fails in all honesty, would i really risk friendship for a guy, answer, no 

other than that i am attempting to curl my hair and see what it looks like. if all else fails, it can easily be washed away :)

hmm town tommoro with my dearest roseanna, i do love that we're closer :)

i'm also mega jealous by her new influx of fashion and jewellery! not that i never am

i may be in for convincing her to swap or such. ahh she has such a good sense of fashion.

i wish to become a street wardrobe ninja. i will photograph roseanna and myself when we are out in the hopes of creating a blog of how we change, fashion and life wise :) sounds like a plan darlingks. not sure how my co partner will feel about this of course. i will if necessary, use my camera ninja skills. j.d.a.

xx

theres nothing wrong with a grown girl playing dress ups

 

yes, much so

fashion is a pleasuree darlingggggk

x

hmmmm it just got shit hot

fuck playsuits, im wearing my h&m blue polka dot sundress

the effects of no conditioner for a weak or starting to show, mixed with humidity my hair is seriously frizzleddddddddddddd.

sighsighsiggh gcse's go away please, ill happily be a stylist already

oh and roseannna is fabulous!

i hope you smile when you see this! :)

i do love playing dress up

pictures pictures soon

x

ahhhhhh

i'm in a black and white polka dot playsuit currently

shit messy hair, smouldering makeup and a drooping dice earing :)

i love the huge white buttons :)

ill post a picture soon